Thursday, August 26, 2010

New Chapter of Life

These past few months have been rocky, in fact for most days they were horrible one day to another. I have grown to learn many things about myself and about others, I have learned what is most important in life, aside to being happy. I also have gotten my eye's back on track for school, which is a goal I was shooting for before I became pregnant. Days are slowly getting easier, but then there are those days that I just want to cry. For what I have gone through in the past 3 months I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. I have lost friends, my best friend, and when my friends give me good news about them, its hard to be happy, for unlike others, I have constant reminders of what I went through, the happiness, the adventures and the heart break.

For Hailey, she got her first tooth June 25th 2010, and as of today August 26th 2010 she has both middle top/bottom teeth, and my monster is walking. She waves bye and hello, and says bye bye. She is almost a year old and I cannot believe that.

I'm hoping that the next year brings happiness and joy in more ways then one for people, I am not holding much hope on myself for much, because I have a lot of changing to do and learning before I am worthy of anything. I just hope I can feel that warm feeling once again.