Thursday, May 13, 2010

Vent

I have been needing to vent for a while..

Why does it seem that when things should be looking up, instead they are spinning down further and further, deeper in the black hole?

On a better note, Hailey NO long spits up. They found out that anything she eats or drinks that has a thinner consistency then honey or nectar, it comes back out of her stomach, sits on her vocal cords, and slowly drips in her lungs. So the diagnosis is was that she has had pneumonia for the whole short 7 months she has been in this world. After adding things to thicken her feedings she is doing much better, now to just get over the double ear infection hump. I am hoping by her first birthday she will be healthy for once, and maybe not have her milk protein allergy. I am already starting to plan her first birthday! I know where it will be held and the theme of the whole deal. Now to just pick one of the dozen invites that i have chosen as a favorite on a website that I love! And order them, and figure out how many people to invite!

This past year has gone by so fast! I wouldn't trade anything for it. Tough times have came, some to stay and some have left. We learn from the things that go wrong in our life, I just wish there was a easier way to learn those lessons, instead of having the heartbreak, hurt, and countless hours of tears and sleepless nights. I have also been blessed with great times with friends, and family. I have witnessed my daughter grow, she started crawling at 7 months and saying "momma" and "dadda" at 6 months. We're still waiting on those teeth, and hair but those too will come with time.

She loves frozen strawberries and blueberries





She loves trying to follow our dogs out the dog door to play. Needless to say I always catch her, and our dogs don't seem to like her now that she crawls, maybe it's because she eats there food, pulls their hair, and chases them. Why they don't love any of that I don't know, because she does all those things to me, but I still love her!

She doesn't like getting photo's taken of her late at night, especially if she is naked, and if its done by her Aunty Jennifer, who kisses her way to much in Hailey's opinion.


She loves sticking anything into her mouth that she possibly can, including shoes.

I loved her from the moment she came into this world, even through all the sleepless nights, and visits to the hospitals. She is silly, she crawls flat footed not letting her knees touch the ground. She may be somewhat hairless, and have fat legs or cheeks. But she is my Hailey bug.

I could write for days about her, but I think I will end it here, for I believe she is getting hungry because she is trying to chew on my toes!

1 comment:

The Swigarts said...

She is too damn cute!